I just stumbled upon this pic and yelled 'WTF!' XDD Most of you must know the reason why. Haha.



Mulan Jameela.
Taken from www.kapanlagi.com/h/mulan-jameela-kecelakaan.html

Mah New BLog! Oh My Gay! Heeeyyyy! I make a blooooggggg!!! *slapped*



Yea, I made a blog in whitepuzzle.wordpress.com. It's in Indonesian though. Please stop by if you have time. I will update my daily life and such art thingies there.

Thank you~

Oh well, since I missed DN, I did this unworthy doodle just to... commemorate the days when I was used to love them so much (okay, I'm being dramatic here. Ignore meh). I hope, while my absence from DN world, my art had grew a little.

This is about Meronia in AU world. When they got a lighter live, normal circumstances and society. In my head, Mello will be like a .. kind of bad boy? ^^; Ah, dunno the right word for it. And Nia will be a typical of genius kid who goes to cram school everyday. Both of them had different personalities but still, there's a red string that attached them together.

If I'm allowed to borrow Rai's sentence, they had opposite attraction.

( doodle here )

... reset my focus
... reset my goal

Enough said.
The matter is the progress.

Lagi2... Chat Log bodo sama Rai...
Masing2 dari kami kayaknya lagi menderita keterbelakangan mental gara2 kebanyakan makan keset...


[16:33] gothicmaiko: Knp lg kaw??
[16:34] shiroi_kawa: =w= ng... ga tau, rasane lemes dan capek aja =w= ~~ ara...
[16:34] shiroi_kawa: musim ujan bkin lemes~
[16:35] gothicmaiko: Lo krn ujan mah mndg...gw ni lms asli krn sakit OTL
[16:36] shiroi_kawa: ara~ masi sakit ya =w= ~~ unya... kesian... *digeplak*
[16:37] gothicmaiko: TENGGOROKAN GW NEEEEE.Alamak...gw mlh gatal nrsin RP
[16:38] shiroi_kawa: ...nah, masalahanya di situ =w= liad2 situasi ya... hau... *lemes deshou, mental wa*
[16:39] gothicmaiko: *merayap*keeeenaaaapaaaa *sakaw RP* TTwTT
[16:39] shiroi_kawa: *ulet keket mode* *gunyu2*
[16:41] gothicmaiko: Ulet keket gw garemi mate ga lo....UGYAAAA PLOTNYAAAA
[16:41] shiroi_kawa: =w= unyaunya~~ *merayap kabur*
[16:43] gothicmaiko: *semprot baygon* Ulet keket bulet,pelan jdna!HELP ME WIT PLOT
[16:43] shiroi_kawa: ngakakakakakakakakakaka *uletnya udah diet, jadi jalannya ceped >D*
[16:46] gothicmaiko: Anjis ni uleeeet,rayapin Ban aja sonooo OTL.bsk jd mangan kene ga?
[16:46] shiroi_kawa: aiya OwO ano na... besok... acaranya apa ya...?aku kok lali...
[16:48] gothicmaiko: AMBIL POTOKOPIAN BUKU PIKUUUUUN
[16:48] shiroi_kawa: Oh iya =w=, siangan ya... ni wa lagi lanjutin dorm *setel lagu gravi* ...saya maluuuu...
[16:51] gothicmaiko: *psg ikat kpala, nyanyi* Maaaju tak gentaaar membela yg benaaaar!
[16:52] shiroi_kawa: benar....? *melirik*
[16:53] gothicmaiko: Benar means YAOI.Mari,kt sejahterakan dunia yaoi dgn masyarakatnya!*yel kampanye*
[16:54] shiroi_kawa: *coblos muka rai* saya pilih anda~ =w=
[16:55] gothicmaiko: Dogol,skrg bkn coblos lg tp CENTANG GBRNYA.
[16:56] shiroi_kawa: *centang muka rai pake tinta permanen* ...napa bukan coblos...?cih,nda seru. saya nda mau kalo bukan coblos =3=
[16:57] gothicmaiko: Klo mo coblos2an,sana tu coblos aj Ama ato Mamat.
[16:57] shiroi_kawa: ...emang mereka tugasnya buat dicoblos,kan...? *kabur*
[16:59] gothicmaiko: BENER!!Krn itu hrs dicoblos!Sbg bgn dr plaksanaan pemilu yaoi yg jujur adil.Ya ga?
[16:59] shiroi_kawa: *coblos jidat rai* =3=****
[17:01] gothicmaiko: Bek,save gih ni chat ttg coblosan,trus pos dmana gt biar seru!*org kumat krg obat*
[17:02] shiroi_kawa: *post to ElGay*
[17:03] gothicmaiko: Gt dunk...skln memsyrktkan pemilu yaoi kan.Sbg warga yg baik gt.

...how to love Death Note again...

When I saw my cosplay photos, SOME of them are worth to see. But when I saw my candid-capture, it was like... HELL?

When I saw my arts, SOME of them are worth to see. But when I saw my RL, it was like... HELL? 



I think I must rebuilt my own life.
I think I wasn't good enough.
I think I have messed up some things in my life.
I think I have to set a focus.
I think I must replan my days.

Today I was so... kurang kerjaan =w=....

I posted some photos of my cosplay collection. I realize now that cosplayer has many faces. Well.. yea...

for the sake of iseng...

( isenk banged sumpah, beware of eyes bleeding )

An RP talk I did with Raiha today of our new characters:
Adrian Batholomew - master, History teacher at Shiroi Gakuin
Mattan Rimmer - pet, dog class
Well.. just a trial. We haven't get their inner characterization yet.

( When the Pet shouldn't behave as pet... )

Homo issues. An RP I did with kaichama , a lover's quarrel between Luz Maria and Armando. Gag. Stupid. And Indonesian only. Sowwie~



[00:50] shiroi_kawa: ee.. ada kai XDD
[00:50] shiroi_kawa: how how XD aku telat menyadari.. gi sibuk, nak?
[00:50] anatawasokoniimasuka: ku baru nyadar.......
[00:50] anatawasokoniimasuka: daritadi aku sapa ndak nyaut2,
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: ternyata aku salah klik, hauhauhau
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: heu? O__O
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: hah?
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: klik sapah?
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: XDD
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: aku klik yg masih salah dulu, shiro_kawa XD
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: ya oloh, hapus gih nak XDD
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: btw, posted atuh XD
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: udah XD
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: ampyon~
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: and aku dulu mala apus yg shiroi_kawa *mati*
[00:51] shiroi_kawa: heuuuu T__T
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: ok XD
[00:51] anatawasokoniimasuka: salah apus XD
[00:52] shiroi_kawa: kau tak mencintaiku lagi, Armando~
[00:52] anatawasokoniimasuka: pantes ga mncl keterangan onlennya, kupikir invis, hauhauhau
[00:52] anatawasokoniimasuka: Luz Maria, kau salah paham!!!!
[00:52] shiroi_kawa: Kau sengaja~!! Aku tahu itu!! Kau tak bis amembohongiku lagi!! *pasang BGM Metal*
[00:53] anatawasokoniimasuka: TIdak, demi tuhan! aku benar-benar tidak sengaja! *tiba2 disorot spotlight and angin sepoi2 muncul entah dari mana*
[00:54] shiroi_kawa: Tidak usah berkilah lagi!! Kau lebih mencintai Pedro daripada aku!! *lhah?*
[00:55] anatawasokoniimasuka: I... Itu... sa-salah paham! Darimana kau dengar berita seperti itu?????? (sial, darimana dia tahu?) *inner mind terdengar ala sinetron Indo lol*
[00:55] shiroi_kawa: ((PLIZ DEEEEEEEE!!! GAWD GAWD GAWD XDDDDDD))
[00:56] anatawasokoniimasuka: ((OMG XDD jadi nostalgila lololol ArmandoXPedro *mati*))
[00:57] shiroi_kawa: Aku tahu!!!! Sudah sejak lama aku tahu!! Kau hanya pura-pura mencintaiku untuk mendapatkan harta warisan orang tuaku!! (well, DUH, so classic)
[00:58] shiroi_kawa: ((OOT ga penting : wa tambah gendut... O_O *liatin lipetan perut*))
[00:59] anatawasokoniimasuka: Tidak, Luz Maria, dari mana kau bisa mengambil kesimpulan seperti itu, di dunia ini, hanya kau satu2nya yang kucintai, lebih dari apapun! Aku hanya mengaggap Pedro sebagai saudaraku!! Aku tidak peduli sama sekali pada hartamu!!! *spotlight bertambah, insert simbal here*
[00:59] anatawasokoniimasuka: ((DDD: gw ga kurus2 TTwTT))
[01:00] shiroi_kawa: Aku tidak percaya!! Kau telah mengkhianati cintaku, Armando! Lebih baik aku bunuh diri!!! *meraih... uh, satu2nya benda tajam terdekat......  hak sepatu nan runcing*
[01:01] anatawasokoniimasuka: *ROFL*
[01:02] anatawasokoniimasuka: Tidaaak!!! hentikan itu, Luz Maria!!! Aku tidak bis hidup tanpamu!!! *berusaha meraih 'senjata' tersebut (lol) and malah ketancep diri sendiri XD*
[01:03] shiroi_kawa: Armandooo!!!!! *memeluk Armando yang bersimbah darah* *mencabut sepatu dari dada Armando* *malah bikin darah tambah ngocor*
[01:04] anatawasokoniimasuka: Luz... Maria... *cough* *muntah darah* aku... sebentar lagi ajalku akan tiba... sebelum aku mati... aku ingin mengaku padamu...
[01:05] shiroi_kawa: Armando!! jangan bicara!! Nanti lukamu tambah parah!!
[01:06] anatawasokoniimasuka: Tidak... biarkan aku bicara... *cough*
Benar... sebenarnya, hanya Pedro=-lah yang paling kucintai di dunia ini... aku mendekatimu karena mengincar hartamu, agar aku bisa hidup bahagia dengan Pedro, tapi, semua itu sekarang sia-sia...

Tolong sampaikan perminraan maafku pada PEdro, dan katakan aku selalu mencintainya...
[01:06] anatawasokoniimasuka: Dan maafkan aku... untuk berbohong padamu selama ini...
[01:06] anatawasokoniimasuka: *mati*
[01:06] anatawasokoniimasuka: (ROFL)
[01:06] anatawasokoniimasuka: (Btw ini si Armando yg mati yah XD)
[01:07] shiroi_kawa: *angin kencang behembus, mengisi relung-relung hati Maria yang kosong*
[01:07] shiroi_kawa: Tuhan.... *meratap*
[01:07] shiroi_kawa: ternyata selama ini... *BGM bertambah Mellow, suasana tau2 gelap*
[01:07] anatawasokoniimasuka: (kata hati author: kenapa dia ga panggil ambulan aj sih?????? XDD))
[01:07] shiroi_kawa: TIDAK SIA-SIA AKU MENGASURANSIKANNYA ATAS NAMAKU!! PUJI TUHAN!! *lari ke kantor asuransi* ROFL
[01:08] anatawasokoniimasuka: Armando's soul: SIAL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TERNYATA DIA SMA AJA KAE GW!!!!!! D<
[01:09] anatawasokoniimasuka: *tiba2 Pedro muncul* Tidaaak, Armando!!!!!!!!
[01:09] anatawasokoniimasuka: udah ah, makin geje XDDDDDDDD
[01:09] shiroi_kawa: woakakakakkak ~~~ aku bis abertahan melawan kaiii~~~!!!!
[01:09] shiroi_kawa: *pdhal dalem ati udah ga tahan duluan XDD*
[01:10] anatawasokoniimasuka: oooh ,mau diterusin nih? XDDDD *ga suka kalah dalam kegombalan*
[01:10] shiroi_kawa: masukin LJ aahh~~~ XDD
[01:10] shiroi_kawa: udah2 cukup~!

Okay. enough for today's stupidity XD.